Look, I Made Soap!

Last Friday, I braved traffic and possible parallel parking (which I don’t enjoy) to drive all the way into Vancouver to visit Lindsay Coulter. In her day job she’s David Suzuki’s Queen of Green, which is how I connected with her originally. But the rest of the time she’s just Lindsay, and she enjoys making soap, amongst other things. I actually don’t know everything that Lindsay enjoys, come to think of it, but my point is that she’s a well-rounded person with interests outside of work. Also, David Suzuki does not personally endorse her soap-making efforts. Although I doubt that he opposes them, either.

After a conversation on Twitter about how soap-making intrigues and intimidates me, she offered to teach me. And this is how I found myself knocking on her door on a cold Friday afternoon. I was 40 minutes late thanks to the afore-mentioned traffic, but I was enthusiastic and ready to go. And immediately when I walked into Lindsay’s home, I could smell the essential oils she uses in her soap wafting my way. She made her 15th batch of soap with me, and all around her kitchen and living room I could see the other 14 batches, some drying on wire wracks, some artfully arranged in jars, some ready to be sent off as Christmas gifts.

Lindsay's soap
Some of Lindsay’s soap – this batch has coffee in it

Since it was my first foray into soap Lindsay let me choose what we would make, and I opted for star anise essential oil, with it’s lovely licorice smell. I am a black jellybean person, and I enjoy soap that carries that aroma. I also added some chamomile blossoms that Lindsay ground up in her coffee grinder to act as an exfoliant. Choices made, we set about making soap.

Soap additives
Soap additives – honey, clay, dried flowers, oats, essential oils, etc.

The part that scared me most came first – the lye. It’s a highly-corrosive substance, and highly-corrosive substances freak me out. I’ve never used bleach, for instance, because that skeleton hand on the warning label skeeves me out. I don’t want my hand to turn into that skeleton hand. Now that I have two little kids in my house, my fear is only amplified. I don’t want my babies to have that skeleton hand, either. But Lindsay assured me that while we needed to “respect the lye” it was really no big deal, and I decided to trust her.

Scary, scary lye
Scary, scary lye with the skeleton hand warning

It turns out making soap is really pretty simple. We used the cold process method. Lindsay used an online calculator to figure out the correct amount of each ingredient. First we mixed the lye crystals with water, and then took the solution outside so that we weren’t inhaling the gases. While that did its thing, we mixed together a bunch of different kinds of fat and melted them together over low heat. There were solid fats like coconut oil and cocoa butter, and liquid fats like grapeseed oil, olive oil, canola oil and castor oil. Each oil has different properties, and you want a mix of solid and liquid.

Soap block
The finished soap goes in this block mold while it hardens

Once the oil was all melted together, we had to bring it down to the right temperature. We brought the lye in and brought it to the same temperature, and then we mixed them together. Then you mix and mix and mix. I had an immersion blender, and Lindsay had a whisk, and we kept at it for a few minutes until the soap started to thicken. You want to get a “trace”, which means that when you drag the whisk along the surface a little bit of soap comes along with it and stays in place, instead of sinking back into the mixture. Once we had that, we added the essential oil and ground chamomile, and did some more mixing. And that was it.

Finished soap
My finished soap

Once the soap is done it goes into a mold. Lindsay has a soap block, and we poured it all in. It has to stay in there for a couple of days, so I had to bid my soap farewell. Once it’s ready to come out you cut it, and then you need to leave it out in room temperature air to cure for about four weeks before it’s ready use it. This means I’ll be waiting until mid-January to give you the report on my soap. I’m waiting eagerly, though, let me tell you!

I really enjoyed making soap, and I could definitely see doing it again. With my kids at the age they are now, though, the idea of handling lye around them still freaks me out. But I was really impressed with how easy it was. Other than a precise kitchen scale and a soap mold, Lindsay didn’t have any special equipment at all. It’s really quite straightforward. You’re just mixing fat and lye, the way people have been doing for centuries. Once the kiddos are a little older, I would definitely consider making soap in my own kitchen.

Have you ever made soap? What was it like? If not, would you consider it? Share your soapy stories with me!

I Make Stuff

When I’m feeling out of sorts, and as if nothing is working out in my life, one of the best things that I can do is create. Writing is a fabulous outlet for me, creatively, but when push comes to shove, there’s nothing like making something. By which I mean, crafting something tangible that you can hold in your own own two hands. Because when you do hold this thing that you made in your own two hands, you will have absolute confirmation that you are a productive human being.

You have produced something. Therefore, you are productive. Who could argue with that?

I am a very fly-by-the-seat-of-my-pants person, when it comes to creating. I just kind of go for it and hope for the best. My projects reflect that approach. If I get too bogged down by making everything perfect, then crafting will just be one more thing that isn’t going right in my life. I don’t need that. So I just wing it, and give myself the freedom to play. Sometimes I end up ripping out a lot of seams and swearing, but everything has a way of working out most of the time.

I have been feeling rather lackluster. When I’m so busy that I can’t think straight, it doesn’t feel like I’m doing much. I mean, I know I’m doing a lot, but I’m not always sure I can see why. Because in spite of my best efforts, there’s always so much more to do. And so, this post is my way of reminding myself that I have, in fact, accomplished something lately. Here are the knitting and sewing projects that I’ve finished so far in 2011:

Hat for my nephewI knit myself a hat

A hat for my nephew, and a hat for myself

Jacob rocking his new toqueHannah models her new skirt

A hat for Jacob, and a skirt for Hannah

Hannah in the new sweater I knit herI knit myself a sweater

A sweater for Hannah, and a sweater for myself

I made an apron for my momHannah models her Nan's apron

An apron for my mom

Hannah's homemade re-usable bag, side AHannah's homemade re-usable bag, side B

Both sides of Hannah’s homemade re-usable bag

What about you? What do you do when you need to feel that you’ve accomplished something? And what kind of projects are tickling your fancy right now? I’d love to hear!

Free as a Bird Tote

I’ve mentioned before that I like to make things. Crafting gives me real, live, tangible evidence of my accomplishments. It provides me with a creative outlet and sticks a thumb in the eye of the consumer culture. And it’s also sort of fun, especially when I make things for myself.

I recently made myself a new tote bag. Now that Jacob is 2 years old, I can get away without the full-on diaper bag. Yes, I may still cart around a spare diaper and some wipes in the tote, but I don’t need the same volume of stuff that I did when he was a newborn. And so I am graduating to a fancy new bag, with lots of pockets and plenty of room for kid gear, without the diaper bag feel. Because I like to share the love, you can read on to learn how to make one of your own.

My version has two pockets – one zippered pocket and one patch pocket with two compartments. It also has a magnetic clasp. All of this is optional. If you want to make your life easy, omit this stuff.

Free as a bird tote
I call it my ‘Free as a Bird Tote’, but I was also tempted to go with ‘Twitter Tote’

How to Make a Free as a Bird Tote

*Note – For closer views, click on any image in the instructions.

Materials:

  • 1/2 yard – main fabric (I used a drapery canvas, but any fabric will do)
  • 1/2 yard – lining fabric (I used corduroy, but any heavier fabric will work)
  • 1 yard – heavy weight interfacing (I like nonwoven nonfusible, but that’s just me)
  • 1 – 7″ zipper to match the lining fabric (optional)
  • 1 – magnetic bag closure (optional)
  • co-ordinating thread

Pattern Pieces:

  • A – cut 2 each in main, lining and interfacing
  • B – cut 2 each in main and lining
  • C – cut 1 in lining (optional – patch pocket)
  • D – cut 1 in lining (optional – zippered pocket)

Cut 1 bird in lining fabric (or any other contrasting fabric you like) – mark the eye location but do not cut.

Instructions:

1. Baste both interfacing pieces to the wrong side of each main fabric piece A around all edges, or if you have fusible interfacing iron the interfacing pieces to the wrong side of each main fabric piece A.

2. B is the strap pieces. Put one of the main fabric strap pieces against one of the lining strap pieces, wrong sides facing out. Stitch down both long edges, so that you have a long tube with open ends. Repeat with the other two strap pieces.

3. Turn the straps inside out so that the right side is facing out, press and topstitch down the long edges.

4. If you plan on adding a patch pocket, fold and press one of the long edges down 1/4″ on piece C, and then fold and press 1/2″ down. Stitch along the folded edge to make the top hem of one of the pockets.

5. Fold piece C in half along the long edge and press. You are marking the centre point along of 10″ width. Press 1/2″ under on the remaining 3 raw edges. Position the pocket, right side up, on the right side of one lining piece A. It should be positioned 2 1/2″ inches from the top edge (as shown in the pattern pieces), with the folded centre line located 8″ from either side (you know, roughly in the middle).

6. Topstitch around the bottom and sides of the pocket, and down the centre fold, to make 2 pocket compartments.

7. If you are adding a zippered pocket, then mark the zipper slot on the wrong side of piece D as shown below:

In case you can’t see what’s happening, piece D is right-side down against the right side of lining piece A (the one you didn’t put a patch pocket on). Piece D is centered horizontally on piece A. I have marked a box that is 7″ wide x 1/2″ tall. The top edge of the box is 3/4″ from the top of piece D, and the sides of the box are 1/2″ from either side of piece D. Down the centre of the box there is a 6 1/2″ line, with diagonal lines extending up into the corner of the box.

8. Sew around the edges of the 7″ x 1/2″ box.

9. Cut down the centre of the box, along the 6 1/2″ line, and along the 2 diagonal lines, being careful not to cut the stitching.

10. Now the magic happens. Pull piece D through the slit you’ve just cut, and you will have a lovely opening for a zipper. Press this to make it all pretty.

11. Position the zipper in the lovely slit you’ve just created. The nice zipper part should be visible on the right side of piece A. Pin it in place, and top-stitch around all 4 zipper edges, about 1/8″ from the slit edges.

12. Check the back of piece A, and make sure the zipper is securely stitched in place. Then fold piece D in half, so that there is a fold along the bottom, and the other edges all line up. This is going to be your pocket. You will stitch along the sides and top, but only on piece D. Be careful to keep piece A out of the way as you stitch.

13. Applique the bird to the right side of one main piece A. I positioned mine approximately 4″ from the side edge and 5″ from the bottom. To applique, I used a tight zigzag stitch around the bird’s body, leaving the edges raw. I trimmed down any scraggly bits when I was done. To make the bird’s eye, I used contrasting thread and a tight zigzag stitch. I repeated this horizontally and vertically. You could also embroider something nice, if that’s more your speed.

14. Don’t despair, you’re getting close. Press the top edges of all your A pieces, main and contrast, down 1/2″.

15. Position one of the straps along the wrong side of one lining piece A. The lining side of the strap will face down, against the wrong side of the lining piece A. The raw ends will be positioned 1 1/2″ from the folded edge at the top, and the strap’s side will be about 2 1/2″ from the edge of piece A. Stitch the strap in place by sewing 2 horizontal lines on each end – one about 1/4″ from the raw edge of the strap, and another line about 1/2″ above the first. Repeat this with the other strap and the other contrast piece A.

16. If you plan to use the magnetic clasps, position them now. I centered mine horizontally along the top of lining piece A, about 1/2″ from the folded edge. There is one clasp on each lining piece.

17. You’re really almost done! Put your two main piece As together, right sides facing. Sew along the bottom and sides, but not along the cutouts.

18. To sew the first cutout, fold it so that the raw edges are together, and the bottom and side seams you just sewed line up in the centre. So, the inner corners of the cutouts are on the sides, as you open up the bottom and side seams and line up the cutout edges. Sew along the raw cutout edges. Repeat for the other cutout.

19. Repeat steps 17 and 18 with the lining pieces. Now you have two bags, one with straps and pockets, one without.

20. Turn the main body of the bag out, so that the right side is facing out. Position the lining inside it, so that the side seams line up. Pin the lining in place along the top, folded edge. Topstitch approximately 1/4″ from the edge.

Take a bow, you have a tote!

Free as a bird tote in sunlight

If you are a crafty sort, you might want to visit my Making Stuff page, which has other sewing projects, as well as needle-felting and cooking. You can get there any time by clicking my fabulous ‘Making REAL Stuff’ button in the sidebar.

Practicing Creativity

It’s Thursday and I’m Crafting my Life! August’s theme is creativity. Whether your dreams involve painting or writing or growing food or taking lots of naps, tapping into your creativity is an important part of changing your life.

We all have amazing creative potential. It sounds schmaltzy, but it’s true. People are incredibly good problem-solvers, it’s our primary advantage over the rest of the animals. We can look at a stick and see countless ways to use it. We build buildings and computer networks and create amazing works of art. We bake and we sew and we knit and we woodcraft and we turn iron ore into steel and we capture it all in photographs. Each and every one of us has this creative power in us, and when we get together and combine forces we can do truly amazing things.

Being creative isn’t just useful, it feels good. When I am making something with my whole heart, there is immense joy in it. I work harder and I work better. And the best way that I know to bring that kind of creativity to what I do is to set aside time to intentionally create. The more that you flex that muscle, the stronger it gets. Taking time out of the daily grind to make your art, whatever your art happens to be, is important. Even when you don’t have the time. Maybe especially when you don’t have the time.

When I was in engineering school, I learned that if I gave my mind breaks, I was more productive. I could come back to a problem with fresh eyes, and see things that I hadn’t seen before. Often, while I was away and focused on something entirely different, I would even have an epiphany that helped me when I got back to work. By giving my mind a little freedom, it did its work more effectively. It used the creative energy I got in my recreation time to attack the task before me.

This is all very pertinent for me, because right now I’m not making the time to be creative. Even though my day-to-day is more obviously creative now – writing instead of computer programming – there really is no difference in my need to take a break and practice being creative in other ways. Almost any task can be creative, whether it’s typically viewed that way or not. Even making spreadsheets can be a creative task, honestly. You can bring art and joy to anything, and it gets easier the more that you do it.

When I’m not writing, I practice creativity by sewing and knitting. That works for me, but it might not work for you. The way that I take a break doesn’t have to be your way. It doesn’t matter how you practice creativity. But I’m certain that if you do, it will help you look at the world in new ways. And that can be a really amazing thing. So I plan to set aside some time to do some sewing for myself this month. As I write about creativity, I will practice creativity, too.

How do you give your brain a chance to rest from the daily grind and practice creativity? How do you change your perspective and bring fresh eyes to a task? I’d love to hear!

August’s Crafting my Life series is about creativity. On the last Thursday of the month, which just happens to be the 26th, I will include a link up. To participate, write a post on creativity anytime in August, or track down a post you’ve written on the subject sometime in the past, and add yourself to the list. Then read everyone else’s ideas and thoughts and be inspired! Check out the link-ups from January, February and March to get a feel for how it works.

Making Stuff is Awesome

It’s Thursday and I’m Crafting my Life! May’s theme is recognizing our innate awesomeness. Because we are awesome. Last week I wrote about how moms are awesome, and this week I’m talking about how making stuff is awesome. Read on, because I promise it will be, um, awesome.

When I need grounding, I make something with my hands. It’s my way of re-focusing my mind, and reminding myself that I can accomplish something. When I’ve knitted, sewed or baked something, I’ve created something tangible that I can hold as a memento of my awesomeness. Plus, the act of creating things in this way also helps me to still my mind and stay present in the moment. It takes me out of my head and into the physical world around me.

Skirt close-up
Close-up of a skirt I made myself

The act of creating something is powerful. It’s like your statement to the universe that you are alive and you are contributing. I like making actual physical things, but that’s certainly not the only way to create. Writing can be a creative act. So can re-organizing, gardening, helping another person or even making a spreadsheet. There is power in completing tasks mindfully and with purpose, investing your whole self. It is your art, and your gift to the world. It’s the record of your life, of your impact on the world around you.

I know that not everyone is crafty. I find knitting relaxing, but I know some people find it stressful what with all the yarn and the needles and the patterns that make no sense. If knitting raises your blood pressure, then there’s no need for you to do it. But I bet that there’s something that you love to do, something that makes your heart sing and reminds you of how awesome you are. It doesn’t have to be something profound, or high-profile. It can be as simple as making a great meal for your family, or writing a fabulous thank-you note. But when you find that thing, your thing, you know it.

Up close with the dandelion fritters
Dandelion blossom fritters that I made

To be perfectly honest, I sometimes have a hard time motivating myself to make stuff. Creating can feel like just one more task on my never-ending to-do list. “Clean the kitchen, sort the kid’s clothes, buy eggs, sew a baby gift.” In that context, the last thing I want to do is sew. But then I watch my 5-year-old daughter, and feel humbled. She can barely put down her crayons and paper long enough to eat. She draws picture after picture after picture, taking great pleasure in both the process and the product. She creates things with joy, and as a matter of course. And she has no doubt about how awesome she is, or how awesome her pictures are.

Watching my children fills me with inspiration. I hope that they never stop making space to create in their life. And I hope that they never stop taking pleasure in what they’ve created. In my eyes, they are awesome, and I want them to know it. So why do I not afford myself the same respect? Why can’t I make the time to do the things I love, and that make me feel good about myself? I have no good answer, and so I make myself take the time to create. Once I get started, I can’t stop. My momentum gets rolling, and I make stuff, and it is awesome. I just need to make creating – make myself, really – a priority.

Mitten close-up
Stripey mittens that I knitted

Not every project that I make goes to plan. Sometimes there are bad words and tears. Sometimes I stab myself with pins or have to pull out 2 whole rows of knitting. That’s life. Just like anything else, creating isn’t going to be perfect all of the time. But that’s the leap of faith we take. We don’t have to be perfect, we just have to try. And in the process, we learn and contribute. We improve and we grow. And maybe, if we’re lucky, we discover our awesomeness in the process. Because we are awesome.

What about you? What do you create that makes you feel awesome? Please share!

May’s Crafting my Life series is about recognizing our innate awesomeness. On the last Thursday of the month, which just happens to be the 27th, I will include a link up. To participate, write a post on this month’s theme anytime in May, or track down a post you’ve written on the subject sometime in the past, and add yourself to the list. Then read everyone else’s ideas and thoughts and be inspired! Check out the link-ups from January, February and March to get a feel for how it works.

Balloon-y Baby Blanket

I like to make things. Crafting gets me out of my head. It gives me tangible evidence of my accomplishments. It provides me with a creative outlet, makes for affordable one-of-a-kind gifts, and sticks a thumb in the eye of the consumer culture. I particularly like to make things for little people. For one thing, they’re smaller, so their stuff is usually smaller, and smaller = faster. Plus, these first gifts that someone made just for you are so special. These are the things that become family heirlooms.

I recently made a baby blanket for a special little someone. I had some wool felt on hand, and it called for something colourful. A hot air balloon seemed just the thing. You can see how it turned out, and make one of your own, by reading on.

Balloon close-up

How to Make a Balloon-y Blanket

Materials:

  • 2 – 30 x 36″ pieces of fabric for the blanket (I used organic cotton flannel)
  • fabric odds and ends to create the design with (I used wool felt)
  • co-ordinating thread
  • black embroidery floss

Instructions:

Plan out your design by sketching it on paper. This will serve as your pattern. If you want to duplicate my blanket feel free to use my pattern, which filled most of an 8 1/2 x 11″ piece of paper (click to enlarge).

I used five 8″ long fabric strips to make the colourful stripes on my balloon. The outer two were 1 3/4″ wide, and the inner three were 2″ wide. Before I cut them I measured their width using my ruler, and ran my scissors along the edge to score the felt. Then it was really easy to just follow that score and cut a straight line. I also cut out a 3/4″ square piece for the basket, and a 1 5/8 x 3/4″ piece in purple for the balloon skirt. (I looked up hot air balloon terminology online, can you tell?)

(Note: I made a 7 1/2 x 8″ square using my fabric strips. If you used fewer colours, or created a different design, you would just need to make sure that it was 7 1/2″ x 8″ once it was sewn together, accounting for seam allowances.)


Scoring the felt

Working from left to right, I pinned the felt strips with their wrong sides together, and sewed along the long edge, using a 1/4″ seam allowance. Once all 5 pieces were together, I trimmed the seams, leaving about 1/8″ of fabric. If you were using a fabric that may fray, like cotton, I wouldn’t do the trimming. Instead I would press the seams open so that you end up with a flat square. Once my square was finished, I cut out my balloon shape using my pattern.

Next, I took my purple skirting and sewed it along the balloon’s bottom edge, wrong sides together. I trimmed the seam in the same way I trimmed the others.

I used the seam side of my balloon as the wrong side, although if you’re using felt you could go either way. Since it won’t fray, it might look sort of cool to have the seams exposed. The choice is yours, but you have to decide because next you’re going to pin the balloon, wrong side down, to the right side of one of your blanket pieces. I decided to put mine near the top, so that it would look like it was floating.

If I use a fabric that may fray, I use a tight zigzag stitch to sew my work to the blanket. You want the outside of the zigzag to just catch the outside edge of the balloon as you sew. Since I was using a non-fraying fabric this time, I used a regular straight stitch, about 1/8″ in from the balloon edge. You can see examples of both here (click to enlarge):

Next I sewed the basket about 3/4″ below the bottom of the balloon, roughly aligned in the center. At this point, I decided the blanket needed a little something extra, and cut out a couple of small, fluffy clouds using light blue felt. I pinned those right side up to the blanket, and sewed them in the same way I sewed the balloon.

Now I got out my embroidery hoop. I used three strands of embroidery floss doubled over to create the ropes. What I mean is, I took three strands, threaded them through my needle and knotted it at the bottom, because that’s how I did it in grade 3 when we cross-stitched Mother’s Day gifts in school. It might not be the best way, but it works, and I am not picky. Anyways, my point is that in the end I used six strands altogether. I sewed four ropes from the bottom of the skirting to the top of the basket.

At this point, the heavy lifting was done and I just had to sew the blanket together. I pinned the two blanket pieces right side together, and sew around all 4 edges, leaving a 5″ gap. I used a 5/8″ seam allowance. In a nod to diligence I trimmed the corners on the diagonal, being careful not to cut through the stitches.

Feeling very close to completion, I turned the blanket right side out. If you felt like doing the right thing, you would press the blanket. I did not. I may be a bad example. I just topstitched around the entire blanket, 1/4″ from the edge. This closed up the 5″ hole that I used to turn the blanket right side out. Then I topstitched again, approximately 1 1/2″ from the edge.

If you’re playing along, lay out your blanket and admire your work. You’re done!

Balloon-y baby blanket
Finished blanket!

If this is kind of your thing, you might want to check out my other super-fun craft projects and recipes under the Making Stuff menu header. We can jump on the handmade bandwagon together!

Improvisational Skirt

I like to make things. On days when I feel as if nothing has been accomplished, being able to point to a new row of knitting or some chocolate chip cookies keeps me sane. It gives me something tangible to point to, something that I can hold and say I did this! My day has not been a total wash after all.

I wasn’t always a crafter. There was a time when I didn’t do it because it seemed too hard. I didn’t understand how a fabric store worked, or how to read a pattern. I tried knitting when I was 7 and couldn’t figure it out, so it must be beyond me. And who needs to bake cookies when you can buy them?

It turns out that I like making stuff, I just don’t like playing by the rules. I think that maybe I am just too much of a conformist, because when I have a pattern and things don’t work out perfectly it freaks me out. I have a rule sheet and I want to follow that rule sheet to the letter. Which is hard, because traditional home sewing and knitting patterns aren’t really all that great a lot of the time. Some of them are confusing, some of them have mistakes and some of the finished products are not as pictured no matter how hard you try. By ditching all of that and just winging it, I have had more success and more fun.

A skirt I made for myself
Wearing a skirt made from a pattern I improvised

I can’t make just anything by winging it, but I can make a lot of things. Handbags, blankets, baby carriers and sleeveless dresses for my daughter are all pretty straightforward. Sometimes the projects go through a few iterations while I work out the bugs. Sometimes I use some, um, salty language. But the truth is that this happens even with a pattern. When I’m improvising at least I’m not swearing because I don’t understand what someone is telling me to do.

When I wanted a new skirt I decided to just wing it. What is the worst that could possibly happen, right? I made my own pattern by taking a skirt that I already had and liked, and laying it down on my fabric. I added an extra half-inch around the top and sides of the skirt, and an extra inch along the bottom. I just eyeballed it, I didn’t measure exactly and I didn’t pull out any pencils or anything, I just cut around the existing skirt. Voila, skirt front! I repeated that for the back, and had my pieces.

Skirt close-up
Close-up of the skirt

I sewed a zigzag stitch around the four edges of the skirt’s front and back, and then I sewed the side seams together and pressed them open. Yes, I did use an iron. Yes, I was also surprised by that. I usually just sew through the wrinkles, but there is a first time for everything. Then I put a centered zipper on one of the side seams at the waist, and hemmed the bottom and top of the skirt. And it was done.

I am toying with making the skirt a little smaller by re-sewing one of the side seams with a larger seam allowance. We’ll see how it wears for a little while first, though. Maybe I’ll eat some more of those cookies and I’ll be glad it’s a little roomy. For now, I am pretty much happy with it. And I can cross something off my Mondo Beyondo list, so that’s cool, too.

Are you a by-the-rules crafter, or do you make it up as you go along? Or would you rather just buy a skirt if you need one? Share your crafting horror stories and triumphs in the comments!

PS – I just wanted to give you a quick reminder about my maternity leave talk at 10:30am this Saturday at Tiny Fingers Tiny Toes in Maple Ridge. If you’re local I would love to see you there!

Imperfection

I am a perfectionist. And I don’t mean just in the sense that I would use ‘perfectionism’ if a job interviewer asked for my weakness in a ploy to make myself sound better. I mean in the sense that I am sort of neurotic and snappy when things aren’t going my way. When I attempt something and I know I could have done a better job I will keep at it, obsessively, until I have achieved success. This is how I ended up with 10 hand-sewn baby carriers in a basket in my entryway, and why I have always struggled with handing in assignments. Declaring something ‘good enough’ is difficult for me.

I am terrible at mini golf, and I can’t play volleyball to save my life. I am also quite awful at chess and checkers, or really any game of strategy. Strategy is not my strong suit. Since I’m not good at these things, I just don’t do them. The idea of pursuing something that I can’t be phenomenally successful at does not appeal to me. And so I play computer solitaire on the easiest setting I can find, or I stick to leisure activities that don’t allow the possibility of failure, like reading magazines.

Fishy hat on an angle
Like the fish hat, don’t like the eyes, but the kid I made the hat for does

I think that blogging and crafting have both been good for me, in the sense that they have forced me to overcome my perfectionism. I am never going to get a post perfect, let alone every post. It’s not going to happen. Plus, it’s impossible to even know what perfection is, since the posts I love are not necessarily the ones that other people seem to love, and vice versa. But I gain so much out of this blog, and out of interacting with others, that I don’t really care. I’ll keep blogging even if I can’t be perfect.

Detail of first leaf
The gap between the bottom of the two leave halves annoys me

Crafting is much the same – perfection is subjective and difficult or impossible to obtain, at least consistently. But perfectly serviceable hats are less elusive. And other people have less critical eyes than I have for my own work. Plus, there’s a miraculous truth to crafting, and writing, and all creating, that time softens your critical eye. If I read something I wrote 2 years ago, or use a scarf I made in 2007, I do not spend any time thinking about how it could be better. I am not in that place anymore. The flaws fade and the joy of the thing remains.

I will continue to write and sew and knit and create, and strive to embrace the imperfection. Finally, after more than 33 years on the planet, I am learning to do things simply for the joy of it. I wish I’d learned to do this sooner, because it’s much more fun than obsessing over perceived inadequacies, and the quality of my work actually improves because I feel more free to experiment and play. Perhaps, if I work hard enough, I can be perfectly imperfect. Because, you know, I’m still sort of a perfectionist at heart. ;)

Any fellow perfectionists out there? How do you bring yourself to declare ‘good enough’ and then move on?

Another Year of Knitting

In 2008 I didn’t get much knitting done. Over the course of 12 months I finished only eight projects. And so, when 2009 dawned, I was committed to doing better. I decided that this would be my craftiest year ever, and that I would renew my commitment to all things yarny.

2009 has now come and gone, and I decided to tally up the year’s knitting. And in the process, I discovered that I tied 2008′s completed project count exactly. Eight projects finished. Not exactly what I was hoping for. But they’re pretty all the same, right?

So now I’m pretty sure that my knitting goal for 2010 will be 6 projects. Aiming low might just be the way to go here, what do you think?

Homemade Holiday Show and Tell

Back in November I shared my grand plans for a handmade Christmas. Sadly, for quite some time I remained in the planning stage, not doing much more than telling myself how fabulous it would all be and believing that I had plenty of time left. Finally, a week before Christmas I could no longer deny the advancing date, and I got to crafting. The verdict? In spite of my late start, I still accomplished a fair bit.

4-year-old Hannah and I worked together to make some embroidered pillows.

Hannah's Christmas heart

Handsewn cushion with my 4-year-old's embroidery

A special pillow for Nan

I sewed some aprons for the ladies, too.

Modeling the aprons I made them

Gretchen's new apron

And I did a little bit of knitting (I confess, this is the one thing I started well enough in advance, I just don’t knit that quickly).

Mittens for Jacob

My mom's Christmas socks

But the piece that I am most proud of, and the thing that I was up late finishing on Christmas Eve, is the puppet theatre that I made for the children. I got the pattern from Amy Karol‘s Bend the Rules Sewing, and I love it. It hangs in the doorway on a tension rod, and then packs up in a pouch for easy storage. It’s really, really fabulous, and thankfully my kids love it just as much as I do.

Puppet theatre, closedCase to store the puppet theatre

Hannah performs

Once I threw in some jam and jelly that I made in the summer, I was pretty happy with how my crafting turned out. Although starting earlier just might have worked to my advantage. I don’t know for sure, but I have my suspicions.

How about you? How did your holiday crafting go? Do share!

Related Posts with Thumbnails