Today’s Thursday so I’m Crafting my Life! This month, I’m hard at work on the Crafting my Life e-course. Advanced discount registration for people on my email list ends this weekend, so sign up at CraftingMyLife.com if you haven’t already! While I work on that, I’m shaking things up over here. December’s theme is “crafting your life”, in which I welcome guest contributors to share their journey with you. This week, it’s the fabulous Sarah.

A large part of my life is spent working with others. From the kids at the preschool, interacting with clients via email, phone or in person, to keeping the daughter happy and healthy, and loving the husband (and friends and family), there’s not a lot of down time. Yeah, yeah – I’m not alone. I know most of you are crazy-busy people living the same type of life. But, when do you make “me” time? Really. When DO you make time for yourself? I want to know so I can do it, too!

Well, I started thinking about it, and decided I should figure this out myself. I shouldn’t rely on others to help fix me – I need to be able to fix myself. You see, I was starting to twitch a bit, to not be so shiny, and be a bit ornery. Let’s face it. I was a lot ornery.

Something had to give. It was time to change my ways and really get serious about taking care of me. “I” should be a big part of my life, just like working with others. At the end of the day I feel so fulfilled and proud to have helped and encouraged others in a positive way. It’s awesome to be working with young minds promoting creativity and healthy self-esteem. I’m glad that others find my writing informative and educational, and want to read and use my ideas. Most nights I sleep pretty snug-as-a-bug in my bed with a warm fuzzy feeling deep inside.

But, I was still getting a bit rough around the edges due to lack of “me” attention.

In fact, I needed a lot of assistance all over the place. My wardrobe consisted of clothes from 1990, my hair hadn’t been cut in quite awhile [Amber: 6 months for me], and I actually didn’t own any closed-toe shoes. Being a mom is awesome, but it totally sucks out all my motivation to be a hot-mama. I’d lost my internal drive to look good. It just didn’t matter anymore.

It was time for a “me” intervention.

I started by making an appointment at a salon and blocking off time for the husband to take care of our daughter. Both of these things instantly made me feel guilty (typical). But, I was determined, so I stuck to the plan. I shared with friends and family my intentions of getting to know “me” again and caring for myself. I figured if I told others about my plan, I would be more inclined to keep up with it (you know, that internal fear of disappointing others…).

The hair cut went well and it felt great to do something without the babe. I also did some shopping all on my own and purchased a real pair of shoes that didn’t go flip-flop. I gave myself an internal pep talk and promised myself I’d keep it up. It only takes a couple of minutes in the morning to toss on a quick application of mascara and shiny lip-gloss, right?

I stuck to it for a week. Then I was back in the yoga pants and living mascara free.

No, I didn’t fail. I finally realized that, yeah, I would love to look kick-ass every day of the week, but I don’t. How I look on the outside doesn’t change who I am on the inside. I’m not in high school anymore and even though the majority of the world
still judges the book by its cover, I’m a happy and well-adjusted human being.

My husband thinks I look hot, so I should, too.

During my “me” time experiment, I learned that it is important for me to make a date with myself once a month. I totally benefited from taking the time to do something just for me. But, putting extra stress on myself to “look the part” wasn’t
necessary. The kids at preschool don’t care that I’m not wearing the latest winter-trends. They just want to squish clay. My clients don’t care where I picked up my eyeliner. They want motivational articles.

So, at night when I’m all tucked-in-tight, I still fall asleep with a smile on my face and am way less testy the next day. I’ve found the way to balance my “me” time with my regular routine – and it’s working.

I’m still wearing the tinted lip-gloss, though. It makes me smile a little bigger.

Sarah is a part-time stay-at-home-mom to her daughter and part-time preschool teacher that likes to write a lot. When she’s not doing fun art activities with her babe or making something yummy in the kitchen, she’s busy cleaning, organizing, diapering, and working toward world-wide peace. Sarah has a degree in art education and has worked with kids of all ages for over 10 years. In her free time, Sarah likes to read books, take naps, and eat chocolate. You can find more of her writing at sarahlipoff.com.

Today’s Thursday so I’m Crafting my Life! This month, I’m hard at work on the Crafting my Life e-course. Registration opens this Saturday for people on my email list, so sign up at CraftingMyLife.com if you haven’t already! While I set that up, I’m shaking things up over here. December’s theme is “crafting your life”, in which I welcome guest contributors to share their journey with you. This week, it’s the amazing Danielle.

I am listening to my dear friend from my ‘Mommy and Me’ group talk about her meeting that day, which included a catered lunch. I remember from my corporate days it calling it a ‘working lunch’. My mind wanders to the days of getting dressed up, make-up freshly applied, and marching out the door to the land of adult conversations, budgets, and any other gossip that circulates the four walls that eat up a work day. My desk housed trinkets that motivated me during the times when the boss’s problems became my problems. When I stepped out of the office, the stress stayed at the office.

As she kept talking I thought of my work day now. After the breakfast dishes are cleared, I flip on a Wiggles DVD and tap away at my pink Netbook to make a noon deadline for a client back East. My face is clean from a stolen-moment shower. My hair drips onto my keyboard as I didn’t have time to blow dry it. My three-year-old appears to ask if she can do her paperwork beside me.

Trying to keep my train of thought, I pass her crayons and blank paper to keep her happy until I can finish the copy that I need to email. My youngest toddles up to me demanding to sit on my lap. I scoop her up and bounce her while typing with one hand.

My office dynamic has surely changed. When I was winding down my maternity leave from my first child, I fell ill so my leave was extended. As I recuperated, my employer went under. While I was pondering my next move, I got pregnant again. I discovered there is not an employer who will hire a pregnant mom with bad morning sickness. I became a permanent stay-at-home-mom.

As my darling second child grew beautiful and my eldest started pre-school, I wondered what I should do to bring home an income. Four people living on one income is tough. I never expected to be a mom when I was told I could not. It tore my soul at the thought of leaving them every day and missing their milestones.

I began exploring the world of self-employment. I quickly realized I could not make a product worth mass selling out there on my own. Also, I could not bake for my friend’s company who had offered me a job on weekends when my husband was home with the kids. During the late nights consoling my teething tot, I relied on my phone for entertainment, surfing social media sites like Facebook and Twitter.

On a dare to myself, I began to answer the general call of websites asking for article submissions. They were published. Then, I was getting asked by newfound clients to write copy for their various projects. I also took an online writing class for fun and ended up getting published on the company’s site.

The validation of being creatively accepted while doing diaper duty gave me the confidence to keep going with freelance work. The pay is coming. Starting a new business that is me is exciting. It is not 9 to 5 job; the hours are all around the clock. It is flexible so I can travel with a wireless device to keep me plugged in. My catered lunch involves a drive-thru on the extreme days. If a wannabe freelancer mom saw my ‘glamorous’ job, she might think twice.

I am fortunate to work with and for amazing people, all the while being my daughters’ full-time mom.

Danielle is a work-at-home mom of two miracle daughters living in Langley, BC. She is a regular contributor to The Momoir Project and writes book reviews for Women’s Post website. Danielle’s work has also appeared in many other parenting websites and in print such as: The Yummy Mummy Club, Sweet Mama and Oh Baby Magazine to name a few. Danielle has a special space in her writing for motherless mamas. She has been one since she was 10 years old.

Today’s Thursday so I’m Crafting my Life! This month, I’m hard at work on the Crafting my Life e-course. I’ve announced registration and pricing, look at me go! While I do that, I’m shaking things up over here. December’s theme is “crafting your life”, in which I welcome guest contributors to share their journey with you. This week, it’s my friend, the fabulous Jen.

Many years ago I went to school to be a writer. After a year of general arts courses focused on creative writing, I opted for a two year professional writing diploma program at the local college. I felt a professional and technical education would provide me with some sort of speech writing or instruction manual writing employment while I idly sat at home in the evenings and penned the next brilliant Giller Prize winner. Upon graduation, I needed a job to pay my bills and since writing jobs aren’t generally advertised in community newspapers, I took a no-brainer entry level position in a warehouse. The mental pressures of the position were fairly non-existent and I suddenly had freedom and a modest disposable income. I was out late regularly enjoying seedy music in seedy bars. Becoming a writer was forgotten.

Back in the child-free stress-free days

Fast forward a decade and I was still with the same company, having been promoted to various positions. The so-so but reliable pay, the low mental draw on my brain, and the non-threatening habit of a Monday to Friday 9-to-5er had made it easy to stay. Now married and pregnant, I said goodbye to my co-workers as I set off on maternity leave in June of 2008 with mixed feelings. Becoming a parent was life changing – so much so that as my maternity leave approached its end I was vehemently opposed to returning. The job that had been decent enough for more than ten years was suddenly the Worst. Job. Ever. It didn’t reflect or fit me, and was everything I didn’t want. I couldn’t be the “me” I had become.

This motherhood thing is pretty awesome.

Fortunately for me, my husband and I made the decision for me to stay home. We found ways to make the family books balance. I took on a child-minding position with a friend’s little one, we cut out most disposable cash suckers like eating out and movies, I accepted a brainless data entry position a few evenings a week, and a work from home contract position I love landed in my lap. Our set up has been working great for almost three years now. But lately, that niggling little part of me keeps whispering, “You wanted to be a writer.” Things are good but I want great. I needed a tipping point. I wanted more creativity.

Choosing to add creativity in your life is a scary thing. It’s easy to follow a routine and get up every morning and do the same things and fill your day with the same tasks. It is incredibly hard to choose the unknown. As enjoyable as my days are being an at-home parent, they still lack creativity that feeds my soul. One can only make so many paper crowns, pressed wax paper pictures, and tracings of feet.

leaves + wax paper = toddler fun

I’m aiming to promote more creativity in my off-time. Instead of writing a list of New Year’s Resolutions to inevitably crumble away by March, I’m writing a list of 12 Crafty Projects I Want to Complete in 2011. I’m a big fan of to-do lists. I like crossing them off. Injecting creative craftiness into my life and writing a public list will help. Filling my off time with a pre-determined to-do list will help. As a contributor to the household income, however, I couldn’t suddenly devote all my time to painting giant canvasses in the garage or sewing flannel jammies. I needed a realistic balance of doldrum worker bee and creative individual.

My options for taking the leap to achieve balance were a little overwhelming. When I sat down and started planning a way in which I could achieve the balance of worker bee and creative individual I had to give myself permission to experiment to find the right solution. Going back to school or finding a creative full time job were both options, but options that meant full time daycare for my son. I am not yet ready to give up my days with him, however, so after searching, planning, and a little bit of good timing, I’m teaming up with another mom to launch a boutique marketing consultancy devoted to providing writing, editing, social media coaching and strategic guidance to small businesses in and around our hometown. Our skills and schedules complement one another and it is work I deeply enjoy doing. I was thrilled when our first client paid me. Me! Paid for writing! This is the paid creativity I had been seeking.

Having my own business allows me scheduling flexibility and I can choose how much work I seek. Most importantly, teaming up with a like-minded individual does two things: we share the stress (and joy) of owning a business and we are able to empathize when our role as mothers has to take priority over our role as business owners.

I think the lesson I have learned in all of this is that crafting my life into the one I want to lead takes effort and work. But the balance I feel now is worth it and I am grateful for what I have.

Jen Arbo is a stay at home parent living and working in New Westminster. She is the operations manager for the Royal City Farmers Market, one half of the creative force behind Hyack Interactive, and occasionally contributes to Tenth to the Fraser. She makes a mean cup of chai and blogs about her family’s life at The Arbolog. You can catch her on Twitter @jenarbo where she is often extolling the virtues of fine chocolate and socks that fit snugly.

Today’s Thursday so I’m Crafting my Life! This month, I’m hard at work on the Crafting my Life course. So, to give me a break and shake things up a little, December’s theme is “crafting your life”, in which I welcome guest contributors to share their journey with you. This week, it’s my good friend Amanda, better known as pomo mama.

I love being a mum; it’s my most recent career change, mostly fun but totally exhausting. I’ve gone from small animal veterinary practice to lab work, from a PhD studentship to post-doctoral studies, from an academic career track to unemployed new immigrant, and finally from trailing spouse to mature new mum, picking up a small home business en route. It’s been quite a ride so far, and there’s still some mileage left.

‘Mature’ motherhood has taught me it’s good to stop and sniff the roses, but not to the exclusion of Real Life. For a while it’s been nice to get off the career roller coaster and take stock. While I enjoy being a SAHM, the totally 100% domestic life is not for me. I need external stimuli, a degree of financial self sufficiency, and validation in order to function. I need to feel I’m contributing more than scrubbed toilets and a nutritious meal.

How? Career planning is suddenly a game for the whole family.
It’s not just me “going out to work”.
Welcome to job search: the motherhood edition.
Welcome to crafting my future life.

Somehow, during my “lost years” a game plan mysteriously appeared.

• what do I want to do?
  • what did I love most about previous jobs?
  • where do I want to go?

I’ve had the relative luxury(?) of being unemployed since landing in Canada. It’s given me time to volunteer and rediscover what I am passionate about, what makes me tick. I’ve developed new interests, learned new skills and it’s been a valuable resume gap filler.

• and how do I want to do it?
  • full time vs. part time? Weekdays, evenings or weekends?
  • from home or away, or both?
  • entrepreneur CEO, freelance, or salaried? portable career?
  • one job, two jobs …. portfolio career?

This summer I had a job interview. Let me tell you, nothing makes you concentrate more on fitting a job in with family life than being presented with an outside chance. I physically felt sick at the thought of full-time childcare, and wasn’t too happy at the thought of a five-day-a-week commute. Working with other people appealed to me but so did mixing it with working from home. I didn’t get the job … but it did make me solve some practical matters.

It was also at this stage that I nixed any ideas of either re-qualifying in my primary area of work, or concentrating solely on my existing business. The former meant re-visiting lecture notes from approximately 25 years ago and tackling species I’ve never dealt with professionally, and the latter … well, I make jewelry for pleasure and would like to keep it so. I realised I also find it a bit of a cliché – SAHM making jewelry, selling it on Etsy and so on. Once I took myself the “mummy r(o)ut(e)” of diapers, bibs, breastfeeding, personalised jewelry and back into the world of tech, writing, science, and social media I was much more inspired. Nothing against making stuff for kids, but I don’t want to be limited to that world in ten years time.

• further education and networking

So how do I get there? My biggest hurdle is elusive Canadian Work Experience or Qualifications. Sadly, it is much easier here to get a foot in the door with home-grown talent so I am considering going back to school in a program which has a good practicum component. Having classmates will also deliver that much needed kick in the butt .

My current volunteer projects are now more focused on developing skills, portfolio and useful networks. Sounds cynical but everyone benefits. I’ve also immersed myself in the world of LinkedIn . Even as a lurker it’s a great resource for finding out what kinds of jobs are out there these days, and how to bag one.

• domestic life re-organisation
  • child care and parenting
  • housework and domestic admin

Getting closer to re-entering the World of Work (not that I have left it in the last seven and a half years) means re-evaluating. For instance, what do we do about child care? For me, full-time is too much and so I’ll try to carve out employment from home or part time. The Wee Guy is testing out two days per week after-school care (and loving it). But then there are the domestic duties, the parenting and all the other ‘stuff’ which keeps family life afloat. My husband has offered to work at home one day a week (I think he’s been looking for the excuse!) which would be great for the Wee Guy. However, although he’s a very involved dad, he’s not practical with regard to household maintenance or day-to-day parenting. I’m not prepared to add to my workload and stress in order to earn more money for the household.

We’re trying equally shared parenting. He now has housework, greater involvement in the before/after-school routine, and his share of the admin e.g. form filling, insurance issues, and so on. In return, I’m picking up the tab for after-school care, in addition to meal planning, school runs, and weekday childcare. His workload may have increased but in all honesty, I’m not going “back to work” if he’s not willing to fill his share of the household duties. It is ultimately in his interest – a happy wife is a joy to live with. We both have to change.

I’d love to tell you I’ve got it all sorted out. I don’t.
I’d love to tell you it’s all clear in mind. It isn’t.
I’d love to tell you it’s going to work out perfectly for me and mine. I can’t.
What I can tell you, is that nothing is set in stone. Plans can be changed even at my “relatively advanced age” (thanks Marianne).
But for the first time in a number of years I’m feeling more optimistic about making this motherhood thing work. Stay tuned.

Born, raised and educated in Scotland, Amanda moved to Canada in 2001 with her husband, where she now combines work as a parent/homemaker with running a small craft business. You can catch up with her at pomo mama design, and on her personal blog. You should also check out the fabulous necklace she made for me for Mother’s Day.